I should really go on a diet. Everyone has been telling me that I've grown fatter. It's been a long time since I actually ran, must start training again. Some people feel that I've insulted them when I say I want to go on a diet. Different people have different opinions. But when you live in a place with people who are better than you in almost every possible way, you just want to fit in. I don't want to prove that I'm better than them or whatever, I just want them to give me some peace. I know that's impossible since people have a way of pointing out others' flaws instead of trying to look at things from another perspective. Right now, all I want is just some peace to sort out my thoughts. In my family, even that is too much to ask.