[[ Trapped Behind The Windows]]

Tuesday, 13 September 2011

[[Drowning in work]]

Somehow I just feel like crying. Life hasn't been bad, in fact, it seems better than last time, but I feel an unseen presence that's threatening this very peace of mine. I want to take up yet another job, making myself work harder, working my brain harder so I wouldn't think so much. I'm crazy, I know, that's why I'm admitted to the IMH. But I also know that if i were to really get another job, my dear dear will really get pissed off. He was already worried sick when I told him about my other job for my ex-boss (apparently, not so ex now). I totally understand where he's coming from. If I were in his shoes, I would also be worried to the max, especially if that person is one of my friends or someone I'm close to. At least he understands my reasons for accepting the job eventually and he's keeping a lookout for me just in case anything is to happen. Many people will never be able to see things the way I do, which is why there is always some communication breakdown between the world and I. Most of the time, he won't be able to view things like how I do and reach the same conclusion I do, but both of us will give and take. While he will try and see things from my point of view, I will try and understand why he wants things that manner. So far, we haven't fought yet. I guess.

Supposed to start work later, but cause of my collegue is having eye infection and it is really very terrible, I offered to help her tomorrow, which means I'll have to work yet another full-time. I hope she's fine. I heard eye infection can make people go blink. And since her ambition is to look above average, being blink will just make her lose everything that she has been working towards. But I'm not complaining, after all, I want money and I want to drown myself in work, something that I can see and I am in control of. But it also means that all my plans have to be changed. I was planning on finishing my present for my dear dear by tomorrow since I'm meeting him on thursday, and our 2 month anniversary is on friday but I'm working that day. Can't find anyone to cover for me so I'll have to settle with the thursday. Lesser time to complete the hearts I'm making for him. I'll post some other time. I really need to make some hearts, get some sleep and start work tomorrow.

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[[*Trapped Soul*]]

Name: InSaNeLy ThE StRaNge
Birthday: 30 February
Nickname: NaMeLeSs
Institute: Institute of Mental Health
Hotmail: ZxInSaNeZx@hotmail.com

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